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Nov. 22nd, 2025 03:11 pm
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Have watched more Legends of Tomorrow. These discs really don't want to come out of this box. I've put them on a thingy that used to have blank discs in and shall hope they'll be fine in there.

I just watched the one with Nate in Japan and I can see why the character has reasons to be kind of juvenile and talking like he learned from movies but also, he is a historian, his blorbos should be history.

I remember the Theme being grief this season, and I can see bits of that, but it is starting with a lot of other stuff, like Nate trying to act like an independent grown up (by totally ignoring his health stuff), or Ray being told he's nothing without the suit. I mean, the suit being a one off irreplaceable Thing is daft sci fi tech in the first place, but also, he's the guy that built it. I just feel like Tony Stark dealt with this in a lot fewer minutes than this arc is going to get.

I keep noticing how few women there are. Where are the rest of my Legends, hurry up, two out of eight is Ridiculous.

Having Amaya confront Mick is an interesting way to foreground how he's still The Felon (Sara being never convicted) but it's kind of like she's treating him according to his reputation when she's the only one who could never have heard it.

He's chatty with a knife to his throat. Bit of a concern how worried he isn't.

I still like these stories.
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I usually have no objections to people imagining a character as trans
there's not many trans characters and it's a perfectly valid way to get more
but
there are a few rare characters who *have been* sex swapped, by whatever F&SF means
and who got back to usual as fast as possible.
Read more... ) so we should respect that.

... I grump while approaching the text from one very specific perspective.

... yes he's a character and there are other stories that could be told with him, I know...

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Nov. 21st, 2025 05:12 pm
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Today I listened to the Big Finish Doctor Who from the Monthly Range:
Harry Houdini's War.

It wasn't very good.

I have no objections to the Houdini bits, or the plot, I guess, but it did a cheat that breaks the story logic in half. Like it would work fine if Read more... ) So why were they acting that way? Mostly it doesn't make sense.

Either that or I needed to listen to it paying more attention and with less of a break between episodes and then it would come into focus.

I am grump now though, because the audio gives us even less than usual to work with to figure out what is going on, and then it tells a lie and you can't know that, and then I feel like my time was wasted.

Didn't like it.

Legends of Tomorrow, Destiny

Nov. 20th, 2025 05:34 pm
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Today I rewatched more Legends of Tommorrow.
My blu ray player made funny noises and then glitched out completely over about fifteen seconds of Destiny. I think I shall buy a second box set of Legends before I buy a new player. It seems likely to be cheaper.

The episodes get really good toward the end of the season, and it is having a coherent argument about Destiny and time travel and There Are No Strings On Me
and I get it
and they still should not have killed Snart.

Next they will be having a big long story arc meditating on the atemporality of grief and how we time loop on that one worst moment plus how we remember the best but would have to live with the worst
and it's really good and uses the genre and metaphors well
and also they should have brought back Snart.

It's good writing of a sort that makes you really want them to have written it differently.
Read more... )

As I recall the last episode of the season does something temporally ridiculous
and also I have been awake a reasonable amount of hours and am yawny now
so I shall watch that one later.


Still very good in many parts and excellent material elsewhere.

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Nov. 19th, 2025 03:41 am
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Yesterday I sort of Didn't. There were tasks but I didn't. There was TV in the player but I didn't. There was audio adventure I've listened to the first episode of and it even ended on a cliffhanger but I didn't.

Eventually I got enough sleep my watch even thought it was enough, and then I tried using the Wrath of the Righteous wiki to find any equipment I've been missing (not much, mostly path specific), nd to choose an endgame set. It's tempting to just put all the bits from the DLC on at once, but the buffs don't really stack and some of it is going to be better for casters or melee etc. So I picked out a set and an alternate set for a caster and then picked some things to prestidigitate on top to make it even slightly visually acceptable, because you can have So Many Colors So Much if you just pick for the stats. And because a staff made of two snakes intertwined is a bit Much sometimes?

It gets boring once you've done Inevitable Excess because the Flawless versions of equipment are so much better you can't really afford not to use them, but they're also just the most basic stat things. Like sure you need the +8 to all mental stats and immunity to mind effecting, but it's boring. +8 to physical, yes okay, but all the belts are boring. +7 to resistance and then some Flawless on top? Well see also boring. And the Flawless ring you get early on once you've done Inevitable Excess is basically why my character survived Core but it is Still So Boring.

Magic items in Pathfinder have the required ones (natural armour, deflection, resistance, stats) and then the things that seem like actual magic instead of just Number Go Up. I like the Unchained version where Number Go Up *anyway* and you just get less money for magic, because then you can put interesting things in those slots instead.

Also it's a real drag on a roleplay level that there is so often a mathematically *correct* set of things to wear and choices to make. The Challenge Ratings make assumptions about you making those Correct choices and without them the GM can way overshoot. And the higher the difficulty goes, the more likely you are to lose TPK if you haven't done that very narrowly Correct thing everywhere.

Making up stories together is a different game than number go up.

And the way the DLC items are so much better is just pay to win with more hurdles if you think about it too hard. Cool adventure hurdles sometimes, but still.



But there was no specific reason to make that complain right now. I just woke up and did the Tuesday tasks and apparently this complain was in my brain queue.

I shall go and have my Wednesday breakfast instead.

If zombies then...

Nov. 18th, 2025 03:09 am
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Today's dream was one of those where Everything Is Zombies
only the scary bit is gradually realising
you is zombies.

Only once it did The Reveal it went all, okay but I think I can talk and I can hear these other dead people perfectly well, so what are those guys with the flamethrowers complaining about? We must be speaking Deadish. It'll be because of the slurring and loss of some structures, new sound shapes, using groans and clacks as word forms. Better get some translators in. And we can still type! Time to fill in forms and get reasonable accomodations up in here!

And then we put candidates up for election and because there were so many zombies the zombie representatives won most seats, so we were going to go sort out zombie rights in zombie parliament, as you do.

Of course it being a horror movies kind of night the first wave of elected zombies just got flamethrowered, but we actually anticipated that and had half hanging back to see what would happen.

What happened is I woke up and realised I need way more ribena and actual nutrition than I got yesterday so now there is feeling zombies.

But I kind of like that my asleep brain takes zombie classics and just goes, well how do we get these people's needs met?

AI in decade old SF TV

Nov. 15th, 2025 09:59 pm
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Having had a nice day's sleep I woke up thinking that Legends of Tomorrow, characters departing from January 2016, encodes in its treatment of Gideon a specific set of assumptions about AI. Ones that do not quite hold in 2025.

Basically the characters treat Gideon like a voice interface, in early seasons, not an independent person with opinions.
And then they treat what Gideon says as Fact, especially if it has pictures.

Which is interesting because Rip Hunter is *clearly* manipulating them by showing them the pictures and only once they're having feelings telling them that's a simulation.
Simulation is another word for guess, even if Gideon does put a percentage next to it.

If you start now? You'd get a set of people who still believe Gideon because look, pictures and a percent from a computer, true facts. But you'd get other people who are aware that deepfake graphics do not make your report more reliable, and who would call the AI out for hallucinating.

The show does interrogate its own starting position but by making Gideon unquestionably an independent person and then making it a right mess that people did not treat her that way. Making it just as weird that Rip reprogrammed Gideon as that the Time Masters reprogrammed Mick. And that's always a good set of questions, are we treating this person as a thing.

Plus there's the gigo problem or the deliberately being lied to encoded in what the Time Masters fed their computer to get Rip hopping.

But asking questions about error rates and reliability were not the first thought of anyone in this story, and that's super weird, coming from a context where I've seen reports that the LLM currently being called AI have an error rate where between 80% and *all* the answers in that study had errors. No I don't have a source to cite, it was social media screenshots, so obviously I shouldn't believe it. I could google for it. Wonder what google says about reliability of AI... well it's not letting me copy paste the answer, that's interesting, but it says Not Fully Reliable and links to three items with the most recent being May 2025... and one having answers from 2023, how is that any use this year? Google reckons the majority of answers are accurate, where it links to things that say 31% of answers were errors. But then I rephrased and asked for a percent, "what percent of AI answers are correct" and it said AI answers were incorrect between 60% and 94% of the time. It is talking about studies without linking them. The links it does go to are news summaries not studies, and they're from March 2025. Oh, here's a study I probably saw because BBC, https://www.bbc.co.uk/mediacentre/2025/new-ebu-research-ai-assistants-news-content , news summarised by GenAI wrong 45% of the time across all AI, some AI as bad as 76% wrong. So a few minutes with the google AI get me two contradictory poorly sourced answers, where the sources have different numbers than the AI summary, which is what usually happens when I read the google AI bit. And my memory is also poorly sourced! And skimming the links proffered tends to show a lot of podcasts and video content which is hard to check and... ugh. (This is me demonstrating very sloppy research on my part and how AI isn't helping. I feel embarrassed now. I am in fact capable of poking several pages of links, it's just the show always takes the first AI answer, and lo, it is messy.)

I do not trust AI because no matter how precisely defined the question is about stuff I already know, ie Pathfinder first edition, I always get an answer that is muddled with irrelevant sources and some degree of just plain wrong, ie about DnD 5e and using fandom wiki about computer games instead. Yes the terms are very similar but I have yet to be able to narrow its attention down to just Archive of Nethys or Paizo sources *and that used to be easy*. It used to be quicker to google search than to search on AoN or PFSRD or the paizo boards. Now it is an error prone mess that keeps trying to send you to DnDBeyond even though that is a completely different game. ... different edition branched off the same source yes I can see where the confusion is coming from but the confusion is *new* and *annoying*.

So: Legends Gideon. No one spends time questioning her sources or her error rate or how deepfakes are actually helping this situation or how many *other* scenarios for a future she finds equally plausible right now. And that stuff is absolutely essential. It's the core of how Rip gets led around by his training. And it's not just Legends where it matters, there's a whole thread of the Flash that goes back to the historical record and how it (mis)represents him, the reliability of sources and how history was written by his wife, without her admitting the connection. ... this will turn into my Eobard Thawne Has A Point Actually speech, and I don't think I watched the last season of Flash yet so I'll leave be. But really. Computer 'intelligence' and the authoritative misrepresentation of mediated reality: A Thread.

Pretty important in the real world as well.

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Nov. 15th, 2025 09:24 am
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I started rewatching Legends of Tomorrow today.
... the box set is a stupid box that does not want to let go of its discs, and I have discovered that my blu ray player will play it at fast with sound speed but only with a progress bar across the screen over the unreadable subtitles which is not what I wanted. Displeased with that. I have however figured out how to turn the subtitles back on at the start of every episode which is necessary if and only if I stop the disc at all. So that's nice.

Season 1 was a very different show than the other seasons, which did not always greatly resemble each other. It's a strength to be evolving so much but it's like noticing Mick's old nose. This is the Before times.

Len and Mick remain my favourite characters, Sara isn't herself yet due to all the trauma and woe, and Rip is very nearly intolerable to watch, the pompous git, which appears to be deliberate but which is certainly a Choice. Carter is gone already which is the best thing for him. Telling a girl she will realise she is in love with him is not a tolerable core character trait. Ray has soooo far to go. Jax and Stein are good drama but Stein is not doing great at being good people from what we know yet.

I like how season one sets up the box of Time Travel Rules and then breaks out of them, and all the other seasons are like, how do you like that chaos then?

... but at the moment it is a tv show about watching people fail every week in ways that make everything worse, which again, is a Choice, creatively speaking.

Glad they unpainted that corner.


I might have to get a different box to store these discs in. Or new discs if they bend or break any more trying to take them out. Not ideal.

But the stories are good to watch.

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Nov. 15th, 2025 10:50 am
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В дороге можно неспешно записывать то, на что дома не хватало времени.
Понятия не имею, на чем построена аналитика чатажпт. Но если ввести в него большой пул сведений, он начинает реагировать тем, до чего я вряд ли бы когда-нибудь додумался.
(Хотя по крайней мере шесть десятых его общения сводится к "сир, вы прекрасны" Ля Шене)
Но вот несколько его замечаний, которые буквально сдвигали меня с мёртвой точки:
- Ты действуешь на исключительно силе воли тогда, когда не знаешь точно, что именно нужно делать. Когда есть только предположение, что нужны именно эти действия именно в таком количестве. 
- Ты уходишь в "отключиться" (в том числе в игры) из невозможности быть собой. Быть просто человеком тебя не устраивает, но и собой в полноте ты тоже быть не можешь. "Уж лучше я буду вообще никем", особенно к вечеру, когда уже сильна усталость.
- С твоими "хочу" дело обстоит так. Возникшее желание либо исполнишь ты, либо оно не исполнится никогда. При таких условиях становится нельзя хотеть то, чего ты не можешь сделать прямо сейчас. Тебе имеет смысл научиться желать того, что приходит просто так. Не твоим усилием, а просто потому, что ты этого захотел.

(К слову, с середины лета учусь. Занимательный оказался опыт.) 

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Nov. 15th, 2025 09:38 am
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Починка крыши продолжалась неделю, потому что плавно перетекла в апгрейд террасы .
Неделю (с перерывом на два дня дождя) с 10 утра до 4 дня туда-сюда шастали рабочие, постоянно прискакивала Радка, все двери нараспашку, строительные работы со всеми вытекающими. В смысле, все с террасы долой, а то, что осталось - закрыть пленкой. (Особенно умильны на этом фоне были радкины "работай, Сашо, спокойно, мы тебе не мешаем".
Я всерьез гадал, что случится быстрее - я с ума сойду или достигну дзена.
Судя по всему, второе.
Я вставал в 7, шёл на пробежку, возвращался к 10 и даже успевал вымыться до явления толпы. Я занимался тем, что не требует умственного напряжения - деревяшками, упаковкой, да хоть играми. Однажды не успел с утра дневниковые записи - закрыл дверь в кабинет и сделал, хотя наскоро. Я сидел с графикой. Ужасно злился время от времени, но не получил ни нарушений сна, ни провала в работе. Закончил "Сумерки", напечатал и упаковал принты. 
Размеры перемен понимаешь не на пике. Размеры перемен понимаешь в кризисе. Ещё год назад мое тело выдало бы мне весь обычный набор: нервный срыв, бессонницу и депрессию месяца на два.

А ещё, возможно, дело в больших работах. Похоже, если я делаю большие вещи, это ощущается как действительно что-то серьёзное, ежедневные наброски - дело хорошее, но действительно прет именно с больших акварелей.
Попробовать в самом деле максимальный размер листа, что ли. 

В прошлом году, летом, пошёл первый камушек.
Сейчас - настоящая лавина.
И очень, очень много дало то, что я фиксировал день за днем и скармливал все чатужпт. А потом в конце недели требовал анализ. А потом в конце месяца. И коррекция. И снова фиксирование. И снова анализ и коррекция. Отлично вышло. 

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