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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-07-11 05:56 am

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I apparently haven't posted since Sunday. 🖖 Hi 🌞
I started watching 12 and Clara and then paused to ponder how Clara is immediately the person I remember and am vaguely annoyed by, and it seemed rather abrupt to me this time.
Some of it is her reaction to the regeneration. It does not make her more likeable, or more relatable to the long time Doctor Who viewer, in theory. But I actually had some problems with this regeneration at the time for unreasonable reasons, since Children of Earth was not fun. So it is a bit interesting watching my own reactions there.
I think the bit about Clara's ego is... new. New? Felt new. And not improved.
But her changing actually makes sense after the whole Impossible Girl thing.
But part of the Impossible Girl thing is how impossible it is for it to have happened any more? So *big shrugs*.
And I'm not sure how new she is vs how different the situation is. The job is a progression, the confidence suits, what is feeling new?
I also think the romance is... for one, not my sort of thing, but for another, not seeming at all romantic to me? Interesting story, sure, the Doctor parallels and the soldier stuff and the tangled up times and everything, certainly a lot of story is going on there. But I don't get why they like each other or are acting that way so. *small shrug*

I have watched up through Listen and I am more interested than I remember being the first time.

But then I picked up the headphones again and have listened to 7 and Mel adventures from Big Finish.

Bang Bang a Boom is not my thing.

Fires of Vulcan is interesting twists amid a lot of Romans I didn't much like listening to. But part of the point is their values don't mesh well with ours so the audio did what it set out to do. So, good, but not always fun.

Flip Flop lost my sympathy by making the bad guys a bunch of blind beings who enslave people to be their guide and who get their own way by complaining anyone disagreeing with them is a hate crime. They call themselves a minority and when it is pointed out they have 90% of the planet they say something like numbers aren't much to do with being a minority. In short this story did not feel like it was punching up, and I did not want much to do with it. I relistened it on fast forward. The alternating structure was a bit interesting in theory but does appear to leave us with two of the Doctor and Mel leaving the planet for further adventures, so I am not quite convinced. The specifics of the story didn't seem to be worth the elaborate setup. Didn't like it.

Unregenerate was one I put off listening to because its stated setting of run down asylum but evil doesn't really have a good side or good options. The story starting with someone doing the classic deal with the devil visit and then coming back on the last day of their deal recipients life to take them to the asylum? Pretty classic as horror set ups go, but, I do not want horror set up asylums. Honestly, neither mental illness nor mental healthcare need making scary. But Mel was quite emphatic about countering some prejudiced statements from a character of the week, so that bit was as good as it is getting I guess. Once the specifics of the alien experiment got made clear it was pretty interesting, Read more... ) So I'll just cut tag it so it can remain a mystery if anyone wants to listen to an audio from 2005.
I liked a lot of bits of it but the evil asylum spin loses it a star.

Last of the Titans isn't something I remember listening to before. 7 on his own, meets a nice seeming new sapient who pilots a planet eating ship. ... I don't actually remember how this ended but the options were all sad. Okay so I listened the end again. Big kabooming. Well that's a bad ending for a young being. I never like that, it's another case of inventing a mentally ill person to blow them up.

Robophobia at least had the mentally ill person survive the story.
I didn't much like how the Doctor communicated in this, yelling about people having to listen to him isn't the useful bit of the communicate, he should have led with the urgent words. Mysterious and manipulative only excuses him so far.
The Doctor, traveling alone, meets Liv Chenka, who is interesting enough already.
I like how the story arc goes through how everyone gets scared and then swings them back. Who they blame always makes enough sense.
And I liked the robots.
I feel like it's unlikely there's no course in an entire solar system except the self sacrificing one but as a story beat yeah alright.

Clicking through those adventures reminded me of the thing in the Big Finish app where you cannot seperately unload the interviews and music. If they filed all those bits under bonus you could save so much space. They are nice extras and I always like listening to new chatty bits, especially after the scarier stories, but I wouldn't carry them all around in my phone at all times when I could be carrying more main stories.



My week had a bunch of story in but doesn't feel like it had much week. It's the sleeping backwards but getting woken up a lot, it makes it all feel blurry. Still, pretty okay. 🤞
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-07-06 12:44 am

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Today I did a lot of nothing
and then
put
The Prodigy at Glastonbury
on the Sounds app and iPlayer.

I have a lot of complicated feelings now
because like
we live forever
but
we don't.

I should dance more.
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-07-04 06:48 am
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I have watched all the 11th Doctor, from fishfingers and custard to Trenzalore.
... so I've gone and made myself sad now.
It takes ages to make and ages of waiting to watch it all and on first broadcast there's a whole life going on around it and then
iplayer time
and it all just whooshes past.

Don't much like that particular whoosh.

Do very much still like the story.



Everything religious is super weird though.
Like someone is being Very Specific and weird.
The explanation for the Silence is very neat but theologically a right mess.

Also, comparing anything from this future religion stuff to, say,
Captain Jack Harkness,
he would mean ever so very different things with some of the same words.

I mean the stripping to distract people could just be him being
very religious.
Church time...


I liked the anniversary stuff and zygons too, mostly, but
a lot of things to do with the Doctor and women lately are just not very kind.

Still, the art and cunning plans and all was Excellent.
No More.
All 13.

The Curator is an idea that Big Finish ran with and the bigeneration arguably explains, which is neat.

And it's just good to see them.




I see a lot of complains on the internet about how the latest stories keep on referring to stuff that's from forty to sixty years ago, and yes, that's a long time since first broadcast, but
it's exactly the same number of button presses away, these days.
Multi Doctor stories aren't just indulgent, they're a path back along the iplayer to earlier incarnations and their seasons.

This does quite well at making me want to see them.



I think I shall continue watching forwards in order though.

It goes so fast.
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-07-04 01:23 am
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I have rewatched Doctor Who with 11 and Clara up through Name of the Doctor.
I say rewatched, but aside from remembering just enough images to be sure I watched before, they do feel new to me. I actually looked up my own review to see what I thought. I liked them very well the first time, and they are still solid stories, very enjoyable, and knowing what we know about the anniversary special they do stay on topic and click together in ways that wouldn't be obvious on first viewing. Topic and theme and mystery and answers. Rather well done.

So the not remembering is just my brain. It was my last year at college. Not my favourite, glad that's all done and dusted.

I like Clara better than I remember. She seems nice. She did a very big thing for the Doctor. And the kindness that sets her up for being someone who would, that has nothing to do with the Doctor being all sweep them off their feet, that is from the same place that has her looking after the kids and all. She's consistent and she makes sense. I remember her getting to be a bit... much, later, but I don't feel like that yet, which is nice. She did get three seperate intros that are all about making her memorable. The first two were, like, concentrated? Wowing us. The third when she sticks around unfolds at an easier pace. So I like her better now.

I liked Nightmare in Silver, but more as a collection of ideas than as what they actually did. The Emperor nobody recognises because they made the statues tall is an interesting role. Also a short actor on an SF show gets to play someone very much human. Improvement. I just didn't feel like the other characters were well done, like they'd only got a couple of panels each. But what caught my attention this time was the huge horrible thing done to end the war, and the Emperor who just sympathises with the guy who had to push the button.

Foreshadowing as most of the character moments, there.

Mr Clever was possibly not as well done. But the basic idea of the Doctor's face not having the Doctor behind it is solid. And actors always have fun with that one.


I have some feelings about how disabled people are being treated in this show, but the feelings keep on being sort of a bunch of squichy faces and wiggly hand gestures. Like there's a lot to unpack there, but.

I think I'd rather not.



The maths on people of color could also be better. Like I haven't sat down and checked but they might be running at 100% death scene again? Which is, oddly enough, a bit not good.
Also the suspicion that Strax reads even more badly if you read his skin color is... a thing.
And there's just a lot of very white episodes.

Many things have improved.

Journey to the Centre of the TARDIS had a lot of interesting though, like a quick tour of TARDIS parts to dream on, and a library where knowledge comes in bottles, and that one big highlighted book. A tree made of TARDIS DNA growing glowing egg circuits that can make anything. The swimming pool. And cracks in time that story falls through, not to be forgotten this time.

All lovely interesting stuff.

I hope it stays in my head this time.
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-07-03 05:24 am
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Couldn't sleep so I watched two more Doctor Who.
Cold War had me staring into space for a while afterwards because it turns out the idea of nuclear war is still a teensy tiny bit bothersome. I wasn't entirely impressed by the specifics though.
Hide was proper scary. I was watching it at four in the morning on a no sleep night so I was noticing it was proper scary and I maybe probably hadn't scheduled that well. But it is Doctor Who so it is family television scary, where you hide behind the sofa *but* it makes it okay again by the end. So it stuck the landing very well. I was pleased happy and not scared by the time it was time to turn the tele off.
I realised though that the technique it used, finally giving us a good look at them and a happy enough ending, was quite a lot of what I found unimpressive in Cold War. I disliked their design for the insides of the suit, so I felt it detracted from the episode. But pulling the scary away and showing us the person is the actual proper point of both of those. So I am enlightened.

Not exactly sleepy still but I'll have another go.
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-07-02 06:09 pm

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Today the weather is Much Better, and I could go for a Nice Walk in the light rain and nice temperatures.
The rain appears to have stopped while I had a nap but the temperature remains.
I hope there is a decent amount of rain soon because the Ducks were in substantially less Pond than is traditional. They had a duck exclusive mud beach. Pond was still present but it looked, like, concentrated, or possibly stewed. That seems less than ideal for the ducks.

I have been watching more Doctor Who and have started on 11 and Clara, and I am ... actually sort of creeped out by how little of these I remember. Couple of images, major plot point, funny bit, but not the actual episodes. Which, great, I get new again Doctor Who, and these are solid stories. But, this is not how my brain usually works and it feels. Bad.

But plus point, I continue to enjoy Doctor Who.
I liked singing and storytelling as a solution.
And evil wifi as a problem, when the problem is connecting to strange networks. Modern fairy tale don't go in the woods.

Leaving my windows open is only having moderate impact on indoor temperatures so the specifically my flat bit of the world is still slightly having a heatwave.

But I quite like sitting in front of the fan watching Doctor Who, so that works out okays.
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-06-30 11:21 pm
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I have finished rewatching 11 and the Ponds.
I still hate how the Ponds end. For one it makes no sense, and for a rather important other there are some behaviours that are just Always No. Instead we get them from the heroes on repeat, like it proves something. No. Hate it.
Live. It's the tricky bit.

That said, there were some chewy fascinating bits in all the previous episodes. Even River's perception of the Doctor's reaction to age makes a certain degree of sense. From her perspective, she gets older and he pulls away, so. It's a plausible read on a lot of his behaviour. But funnily enough it is not an interpretation I like, or one I find plausible currently, so, improvement.

I also like it that the Doctor got a lot older between episodes textually now. Several centuries to fill in there. Even if he has hopped planets in his counting, probably a long time. And he wanders off and makes new friends and brings them together, with dinosaurs. Lots of room for any adventure you can think of.



My flat is still Too Warm but there's only predicted to be one more day of this so it'll be fine. Blergh but fine.


And tomorrow I can watch whatever. Or listen. Or read.
Which is a lot cooler than my flat.
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-06-30 02:08 am

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Today I got the Sunday tasks done and the Ribena finally arrived, so I have liquids and will not run out in all this hot.

I watched more Doctor Who. Up through The Wedding of River Song.

... I just discovered there's a Magic card of that name
https://gatherer.wizards.com/WHO/en-us/349/the-wedding-of-river-song
and distracted me.

The thing with this rewatch is it has been just long enough that lots of bits keep surprising me, sometimes because I forgot them (clearly, way too long between watching), but sometimes because I knew it happened but didnt expect it to land there. Content without context in my head, but when the Doctor phoned the Brigadier I got surprised along with him again.

Series giving me many feelings.

Of course one of the feelings is the one where I realise what all this all would look like out of context, to someone watching for the first time ever, and it is Mad. Brilliant, but mad. Not just the ones where it all clicks together, all the time the stories are things you would see in Doctor Who and no one else is doing it like this.

I have seen many complains about the most recent seasons of DW, but I am pretty sure, still, no one else is doing it like this.

Nifty.



I am looking forwards to this weather getting better but apparently tomorrow is another hot one.

Still. Watching Doctor Who with the fan on is working nice.
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-06-28 07:58 pm
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Today I rewatched the first episode of Mawdryn Undead, the one where we first meet Turlough, and he steals the Brigadier's car
and I noticed something even funnier about Turlough wearing a school uniform while he travels

the students aren't even wearing the same stuff.
It's not a uniform.
They're wearing suits with all the same tie and hat, but the suits can be grey brown blue black.

He just wears black.



I went back to watching 11 when I realised between the Slow and the picture quality I just don't have the patience for the classic stuff when it is this hot.


I still think it's a great intro for a character. Start with someone who doesn't want to be on the planet to the point he reckons he wouldn't mind the car crash killing him. Make him make a deal with Evil to Murder the main character. Show he can't get rid of it now he's said it.
Tea time family viewing at its best.
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beccaelizabeth ([personal profile] beccaelizabeth) wrote2025-06-28 01:04 am

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I am not a fan of this weather. Sleeping through the hot bit is tempting but you wake up blergh. Also most bits are hot bits.

And with all the neighbours windows open we once again get to play
in pain or in fun
whenever I forget to put some white noise on.

I watched some more 11 and Ponds.
I think I would like to confiscate the words 'shut up', there are too many of them already and they make the story more boring.
Rory the Roman is a fascinating idea that Big Finish did not please me with. But then two thousand years of slightly crazy guy in your head is a difficult one to explore. She always hears him is such a window into that though.

River's story is all threaded through things and the christmas episode where the lady had one day left lands harder the more you think about it.
River in Big Finish did please me, and I have some more episodes to listen to whenever I am not lightly boiled.

Blergh, weather.